Happy birthday my kopi kia

I still remember the first time i see you. You were scratching the panel when i go close to you. You're so active you caught me attention. I swear that moment i want to bring you back home. One day when i came back from school, you were under the sofa sleeping. Mummy surprised me with you. I woke you up and start playing with you. You were so small, i grabbed you up with only one of my hand. You ignored me and i put you back to sleep. I keep trying to get your attention but i failed to. Slowly and slowly we became closer. I still remember how you fell off my hand, you keep crying. I was so scared and guilty. I'm really scared when i see the way you walk.

The day before you passed away. You keep coming near to me, hinting me something but i was so too stupid. I lie to you and tell you that i will be back home early to accompany you. By the time i reach home, you were asleep so i didnt care much till the next day, 8am plus in the morning. You were "crying" and "screaming" in the living room because you are in pain. I really thank god that you woke me up because i managed to see you for the last time. At least you are not in pain anymore. I'm really glad to have you in my life. You're the damn best thing, i love you so much my favorite thing, Kopi.